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I’ve been a die-hard fan of many issues in my life, however nothing comes near my love of “Jennifer’s Physique.” I’ve seen the movie numerous instances — each with and with out the particular DVD commentary tracks — and yammered on about it allovertheweb. I also have a “Jennifer’s Physique” tattoo. (The opposite day, a man on my road requested me who was inked on the again of my leg. To maintain issues transient I simply stated, “Megan Fox.”)
“Jennifer’s Physique,” which I first watched at 16, follows the codependent friendship between Needy, a mousy sidekick performed by Amanda Seyfried, and her seductive greatest buddy, Jennifer, performed by Megan Fox. At first, Jen is only a maneater within the metaphorical sense — then an indie band mistakenly makes use of her as a virgin sacrifice, and she or he comes again as a succubus who should eat people to stay stunning.
I fell in love with the movie for its irreverent humor (thanks, Diablo Cody), whip-smart course (thanks, Karyn Kusama) and beautiful mix of horror and femininity. As a teen, the infamous makeout scene between Jennifer and Needy definitely didn’t damage, both.
If I may condense all the explanations I like “Jennifer’s Physique” into e-book type, it might in all probability look so much like “Her Physique and Different Events” by Carmen Maria Machado. It’s transgressive and horny and genre-defying, and it was clearly written by somebody who loves each horror and ladies. Once I realized that Machado could be releasing an essay on “Jennifer’s Physique” as a part of the upcoming anthology “It Got here from the Closet,” I needed to get my arms on it.
Machado’s essay, “Each Methods,” makes use of the movie to discover widespread conceptions of bisexuality. The place does queerness finish and start? Is it actually queerbaiting if a personality genuinely doesn’t know what she desires? Ought to we embrace bisexuality as a liminal area, or endlessly lament its squishiness?
“Each Methods” tackles these questions and extra. I used to be fortunate sufficient to sit down down with Machado to unpack a few of them as we fangirled over our favourite Sapphic succubus — and stumbled into digressions about curler coasters, erotic freckles and my TikTok account.
HuffPost: So, so stoked to speak about “Jennifer’s Physique.”
Carmen Maria Machado: Completely, me too. I’m at all times excited to speak about it. And now I’m excited that I’ve achieved this essay as a result of everybody desires to ask me about it.
Sure! So I learn your essay, clearly, and I used to be intrigued once you stated you word “Jennifer’s Physique” “amongst” your favourite horror motion pictures. What are a few of the others?
Simply off the highest of my head, “Alien” is unquestionably certainly one of my favorites. I've a comfortable spot for the unique “Nightmare on Elm Avenue.” “Midsommar” is one other large favourite of mine.
What began your fascination with horror motion pictures?
Once I was a child, I'd go into Blockbuster with my household and I'd at all times go to the horror part first, and I'd stare down the “Hellraiser” field, which had Pinhead on the entrance. It was essentially the most horrifying factor I had ever seen in my life. Horror was a style that, though I used to be an enormous fraidy cat and a really anxious youngster — and stay a fraidy cat and a really anxious grownup — I used to be so drawn to it. It’s an advanced emotional state that’s form of laborious to articulate until you’re a horror individual.
I've a speculation that you just’re both a horror film individual or a curler coaster individual.
Oh I imply, I’m each.
I completely can't do curler coasters.
See, however in some methods, they’re form of variations on the identical factor. It’s like a managed horror, proper? Curler coasters are extremely secure. They're terrifying, however they’re very, very secure, technically talking, and nobody’s died from a horror film but, proper? I feel each of them are very managed methods of experiencing an adrenaline rush.
Do you may have a favourite film monster?
Oh, nice query. In all probability Pinhead.
Are you able to stroll me by means of what you had been as much as in 2009? If that's, actually, the primary time you noticed “Jennifer’s Physique”?
I didn't see it in theaters. I used to be making lots of unhealthy selections in 2009. I acquired swine flu in 2009; I used to be nonetheless relationship males in 2009. I feel I truly noticed it in like, 2011, so I used to be in a unique form of unhealthy place. However I bear in mind being so taken with it, like, so stunned by it. I watched it on form of a whim and was simply blown away by how good it was.
Do you bear in mind what you considered Megan Fox earlier than you noticed the film?
I used to be not a “Transformers” individual; I don’t know if that’s apparent or not. I mainly knew she was a highly regarded Hollywood actress.
So that you weren’t even conscious of her being bisexual, and that being an entire factor?
No. Although it's, in fact, so attention-grabbing.
I used to be about 15 when “Jennifer’s Physique” got here out in 2009, and I used to be very conscious of Megan Fox, primarily as a result of she was sizzling and bisexual. And I actually appreciated the ending of your essay, the place you speak about how id is inherently not static always. That was the period of my life the place, as you wrote, if somebody requested me if I used to be straight, I'd say sure and I wouldn’t be mendacity. But in addition, I used to be actually conscious that Megan Fox was bisexual.
This all form of crystallized as I used to be engaged on the essay. I used to be simply fascinated about how we actually don’t know ourselves generally. That’s true for therefore many individuals for therefore lengthy.
Proper. Think about being interviewed about your sexuality in 2009, like Megan was.
Heaven forbid. The late aughts was simply me being like, “What the fuck am I? Who am I? What do I like? What do I need?” I’ll be 36 subsequent month, and I nonetheless don’t know so much about myself. It’s wild the way you’re mainly a piece in progress and then you definately die, you realize?
“Individuals need queer illustration to be good, and it doesn’t need to be good — and likewise, individuals have totally different concepts about what makes one thing good. And there's a deliciousness in subtext and uncertainty.”
Completely. I feel Gen Z particularly is so obsessive about avoiding that messiness, and your essay will get at that with out being generationally particular. I see queer media held to such a excessive normal nowadays and I’m like, “I’m simply glad to be right here, guys!”
It’s so humorous you say that, as a result of truly an earlier draft was a bit of extra “youngsters nowadays,” and a buddy of mine learn it and she or he was like, “Is that this half vital?” And I used to be like, “Good level.”
But in addition the requirements are so excessive. Individuals need queer illustration to be good, and it doesn’t need to be good — and likewise, individuals have totally different concepts about what makes one thing good. And there's a deliciousness in subtext and uncertainty.
Subtext is admittedly enjoyable! I really feel like lots of youthful persons are like, “If it’s not specific, it’s not value it.” And I’m like, “Eat your greens!”
Proper. Subtext can have its personal vitality that's totally different from textual content. And so they can serve one another. One isn't higher than the opposite. However there’s one thing actually scrumptious concerning the unknown, as a result of it so carefully mimics many individuals’s experiences. Like once I was in highschool, I considered kissing my buddy’s freckles, and I didn’t perceive that that meant that I used to be homosexual. I didn’t know. I had this bizarre, dissident thought for years which was like, “Each woman should take into consideration kissing her buddy’s freckles throughout her face.” That vitality could be very laborious to explain, however I feel it’s necessary to protect.
OK, I’m gonna zoom in on the primary time you ever watched “Jennifer’s Physique.” So it’s 2011, you’re 25. Do you bear in mind the way you watched it, the place you had been, that type of factor?
I watched it with my roommates, John and Laura, in our home in Iowa Metropolis.
Do you may have any robust reminiscences of watching it for the primary time?
I bear in mind like, shrieking? With pleasure, or, I don’t know. I’m a really vocal film watcher. [Editor’s note: We have since seen a movie together. Can confirm.] I bear in mind laughing actually out of the blue and actually laborious.
Fascinated about the numerous, many instances you’ve watched it since, are there any rewatches that stand out to you?
Over COVID, once I had truly agreed to jot down this essay, I bear in mind watching it alone, in the lounge. And I bear in mind my spouse strolling in and saying, “What is that this?” And I used to be like, “Oh my God, have you ever not seen this?!” And I used to be, like, midway by means of the film at that time, so I used to be like, “OK, I’m gonna watch this with you once more tomorrow,” and I did. We watched it a day or two later. After which our associate additionally was like, “I’ve by no means seen ‘Jennifer’s Physique,’” and I used to be like, “Oh my fucking god,” and I made them watch it as nicely. So I watched it thrice inside per week. And I cherished each displaying of it. I used to be very excited each time.
OK, so that you’ve seen the film a billion instances at this level. Do you may have a favourite line?
Oh, God. I truly love the tampon alternate, as a result of it’s so gross and so humorous on the identical time. What's it precisely? Jennifer’s like, “You bought a tampon?” after she’s been stabbed, after which she says one thing else after it.
Needy simply shakes her head as a result of she’s, like, catatonic, after which Jennifer is like, “Thought I’d ask, you appear to be you is likely to be pluggin’.”
That’s what it's, sure! Fuck sure.
Do you may have a favourite scene?
I like her in entrance of the fridge. I truly wrote this essay for A24 — they did this horror meals e-book and I wrote an essay about fridges and horror motion pictures, and I've an entire little piece about Jennifer in entrance of the fridge attempting to eat the meals and vomiting that disgusting black goo everywhere in the flooring.
And that scene has that nice Boston Market shout-out.
Sure! Oh God, so enjoyable.
Do you may have a favourite character in “Jennifer’s Physique”? And if it’s Jennifer, speak about another person.
I imply, yeah, it in all probability is Jennifer. Truthfully, I like Needy. The extent of vulnerability and cluelessness that she experiences for mainly all the film feels very acquainted to me. I need to suppose I’m Jennifer, however I’m not. Needy is me: confused, vaguely sexy, type of completely off-kilter in any respect moments. And likewise Amanda Seyfried is simply superb.
One other factor that I like about this film is that Needy desires to have intercourse. They present her eager to have intercourse along with her boyfriend — being actually into it.
That is form of a superb segue into the makeout scene. You speak so much about that in your essay.
What’s attention-grabbing about that scene is that Needy and Jennifer are each expressing bisexuality, which in fact is a factor that has some ways of being expressed. You could have bisexuals like me, who're functionally lesbians, after which there are bisexual ladies in relationships with males and every kind of issues in between. To me, Jennifer is like, the me model, after which Needy is the model that’s a queer girl in a relationship with a cis man. And there’s no [more] worth to both of [these versions].However the best way that that queer feeling is enjoying out with them, it’s totally different. Jennifer’s far more snug with it than Needy is. And there’s a bit of little bit of stress in that.
Some individuals appear to see that scene as too male gaze-y. How does it hit you as a viewer?
I get why it’s — I hate the phrase problematic, however I get why it’s problematic. But it surely additionally feels self-aware. I don’t truly know if both Diablo Cody or Karyn Kusama are queer. And I’m of the college of thought that it truly doesn’t matter. However yeah, I feel it’s type of each. That scene feels staged on this odd, particular method, and it’s additionally very horny. It may be each!
Zooming out a bit of bit. There was a line in your essay to which I took nice offense. You stated that this movie encapsulates, quote, “the intense badness of mid-aughts rock.”
You disagree with me?
Did you may have an emo part?
No, I didn't have an emo part. I’m actually sorry.
I simply wanted to gather my pound of flesh for emo youngsters in every single place.
Honest.
So that you wrote concerning the iconic Boston Market scene just lately, however what made you need to write about “Jennifer’s Physique” once more for “It Got here from the Closet”?
It’s humorous as a result of I get lots of requests for essays, and more often than not I simply say no. However once I acquired this pitch, I used to be like, nicely queerness and horror motion pictures is an actual sawhorse of mine. And I've so many ideas about the best way we speak about bisexuality and the way that manifested on this film that I am keen on. So it’s a kind of issues the place I simply had been ready for somebody to ask me about this precise, particular subject, you realize? I wrote again instantly and I used to be like, “What if I do ‘Jennifer’s Physique’?” And the editor, Joe Vallese, was like, “Will you give me different pitches?” And I used to be, like, “No. ‘Jennifer’s Physique.’ That’s what I’m writing about. I declare it as mine.”
It has been so vindicating dwelling by means of the “Jennifer’s Physique” Renaissance.
Yeah. Once I was engaged on this essay, I used to be Googling contemporaneous evaluations, and it was superb, the shit that I discovered! These evaluations had been silly and sinister. Like, actively idiotic. I used to be like, “Man, this isn't a superb look.” It’s truly additionally how I really feel about — I don’t know should you noticed “Promising Younger Girl.” Did you see that?
Carmen, certainly one of my best accomplishments so far is that you just disagreed with a bit I wrote about “Promising Younger Girl.” In The New Yorker, no much less.
Oh my God, wait, maintain on. Do you bear in mind who you printed it with?
Wait a minute. You’re not on TikTok, are you?
Oh, shit. Uh, sure, I'm.
Oh my God! I’m placing some stuff collectively proper now. I fucking love you on TikTok.
[Mortified laughter]
No no no, this isn't unhealthy! I did disagree with you about “Promising Younger Girl”! However I additionally really feel like the best way that we talked about that film felt like the best way that we talked about “Jennifer’s Physique.” It felt like everybody was type of lacking the purpose of the movie itself. Sorry, now I’m embarrassed.
Oh my God, no, I simply discovered you comply with my TikTok, so we’re each, like, on Mars proper now.
Oh my God. Sorry. Did you may have every other questions?
I feel one thing that’s so particular about “Jennifer’s Physique” is that it lands at this intersection between monstrousness and girlhood. Clearly, that’s one thing that you're fascinated with in your work. Why?
Everyone has a physique, everyone will get older, everyone goes by means of puberty, all this stuff are common. And once you add ostracization or alienation to that blend, you simply find yourself with monsters. Even in “Hellraiser,” Pinhead and the opposite creatures or demons are type of manifestations of like, the ways in which ache and pleasure are inextricable from one another. Which is only a manifestation of the human situation. When you consider monsters traditionally, you'll be able to reverse-engineer that. We simply form of travel between monsters and other people — particularly monsters and ladies or monsters and ladies. So for me, it’s at all times been a really regular mind-set about my very own work — and about my inventive work, particularly.
OK, the ultimate query: Would you vote for Jennifer Examine for president?
I imply, I don’t know. Abolish the presidency? However let’s be actual, yeah.
“A boy in each fridge,” that’s her platform.
A boy in each pot, a Boston Market in each fridge.
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